this is unusual for me because any other time i would have thought to call him. I guess it is not the issue of his birthday but that i thought about something but it didn't come into my mind and that is what is upsetting me. thinking about something that was important and yet not acting on it. maybe this is really not anything but trying to explain that i just didn't think about it (it didn't enter my mind) really upsets me. i feel like i had a brain freeze. i just want to know if i should just let it go or check into it as maybe an issue.