Are you having trouble with your energy levels in areas other than work?
well to some extent i am bit reluctant to comitt myself to somethign which requires energy , but once comitt i go for it (like gym, shoping, study etc)
i think the lack of energy is general (as i am not considered a very talkative, lively , open person). On other side i am not very dissatisifed with the outcome of my life till now. I am very satisifed with many things (like education, family life , childern etc).
In the job i compare myself with another colleague who was working with me since last 14 years and he has having different personality which is more energatic and firey. He has got always better appreciation but somehow i continued struggling and the difference in last 14 years (in organizational levels) was not very much.
Now he is no more working with me. However still i feel that i have not the required passion/motiviation and focus on this job.
I think i would need a advice how i can improve my motiviation level about the job and my focus on the details (within the job). I am satisifed with the salary and my present level in the organization. The only -ve thing in my mind is that i am not considered the "best talent" in the organization (which would limit my future carrier) and would be looking for ways to over come this thing also.