Hi! You know, to give you the best answer, I think I should ask you a few questions first that will help define the problem and the situation.
This is a very tragic situation. How long has this been the situation?
What precipitated this? Was there an argument, did you do something, etc.?
Is your mother involved in this? Or any siblings?
What was your relationship with your father throughout your life?
Any extra information that will help, feel free to share.
I see you are offline at this time and I may be logged off for the night before you reply, but go ahead and reply to these questions and I’ll answer as soon as I log on tomorrow. Okay?