Hi, I'd like to help you with your question.
It is unethical to prescribe medications on line. You could consult with a psychiatrist here on Just Answer or another site. They can help answer your questions but they cannot prescribe.
What you could do is consult with a psychiatrist on line then based on the doctor's recommendations, see your regular doctor to prescribe the medications you need. Your regular doctor could do the exam needed and monitor your medications. It is not the best choice, but it would give you an option.
There are also regular mental health therapists that will talk with you on line. We can do that here on Just Answer or you can search for on line therapists through a search engine.
I hope this has helped,Kate