Hi there - no psychiatric consultation for years - drug prescribed by G.P. Tried everyone in the book when experiencing the panic attacks but without positive result - their primary aim appeared to be extraction of bills from my wallet. Aropax provided the cure to the attacks and i was able to stop lorazepam instantly, to Dr's surprise.
My anti social outlook is lifelong and apparently I would walk out of school and go home aged 5 :) I find life frustrating and just seem to have a negative outlook and a fear of having to go back to work. I have been a house husband for the past 4 years, helping raise my partner's children as she prefers to work. Interestingly, I recently made a speech at a niece's wedding and was told by many it was brilliant and i may have missed my calling. My persona is eccentric and outgoing when in people's company but this is in conflict with my inner feelings. I find casual conversation with people i don't know well boring which is probably a bit of a worry. thanks - mark