Thank you for your question. Before providing recommendations, I have a few questions. Where are you now, at this moment? Are you living on your own, in a treatment center? What do you do for work? What type of meaningful relationships do you have in your life?
Also, what motivated you previously when you decided to become sober?
How long have you been sober, thus far?
At home ; with my family. Can't work any more, I think my family, three day agian, just starting.
Great! This is a good start! Please tell me more about your current symptoms. When did they first start?
My family and the way I felt about myself made me stop driniking.....
What happened when your sobriety ended in May?
a sadness that I could not handle anymore how people talked to me. always reminding what I did, I just couldn't get away from things. I seemed to be crying all the time can't leave my house becouse i hate me.
When did you first hate yourself?
Hi are you still there?
I don't think i ever liked myself, but i could handle thing if i wasn't told how messed up i always was, even when my Doctors hade hope i was alway reminded that I was poping to many pills so I stopped. went to every Doctor I Know And 1 I don't trying to find help I knew i was going down fast. Now I did. and i really don't have many choices left i'm not doing this again....
Please tell me about your accomplishments, thus far? Do you have children?
two very beautiful girls ones getting married next year and ones 15 and graduationg in 3 years
Great! You raised/raising two daughters. When did your self-hatred first began?
What happened in 2003?
nothing really, everything like our store my respect i was taken away from me, at that point after everything i did for them i was done
I never even got paid
I'm sorry, I'm confused about your response. Your store was taken away from you? Was this a job or something you ran?
No my parents inLaws and husband owed it but i took care of it for 10 years
I see and they took away the store from you. Why was that?
Becouse of the bipolar and my sister in law who left her husband and i was not able to be 14 hours a day anymore
When did your bipolar symptoms first began?
I thought after Natasha was born 26
, but they said all kinds of thing
What is your relationship to you husband like/
In the year 2000 it really got so bad that I knew they were wrong and by 2001 I had started liquor. I did try but i also know this is my resonsibility, but it's not Natashas she needs a good life not like mine. she is the last one left if I can't do it like the other ones she needs to be away from at least til I remember who I was.
How would you describe yourself at this point? What do you hope for the future?
I love my husband, DON'T trus't him after Christeana my first, remember you don't take because she won't so I don't know. I have tried . I don"t trust anyone Natasha, if she is in my bed she is on my side. I nwon't lose her trust becouse just like Christeana I have to protect them. I've live a good part of my life. MY KIDS WILL BE SAFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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You now have a motivation so that your kids will be safe!
You will be keeping them safe.
Im nut a goob mother yet I fell off the whatever .....have to go home calll tomm mm
At this point, how can I help you?