Hi! You know, to give you the best answer, I think I should ask you a few questions first that will help define the problem and the situation.
Your question is very evocative that there is so much behind the simple few words you write. Have you always felt this way?
Was there trauma or abuse in your childhood? What about alcohol or dysfunction in your family?
Any extra information that will help, feel free to share.
i have always been a sensentive kid. i was never secured . My mom and dad use to fight. I remember crying and begging my mom not to leave us. I had not have that much confidence b/c different reason but i was good feaking it and never let my emotion run my life. I was very spritual as well and had so much faith. Now i am in a foreign