I was not able to stay on my computer- I did not get a text message letting me know you were on.
I am giving an update- I am feeling a lot better. I seem to be able to tolerate the same strange behavior that used to infuriate me and that I seemed to have a need to make a comment on before. The one annoying one has been better - I still do not trust her but have decided that she will be this way no matter what. It seems like the less I let her annoy me the less interested she is to do more! Ironically- the one that had been friendly to me until the annoying one came back to work has found a new bff to be with and is making her feel less assured of herself. Tried to lure me in to make a comment as well. "I guess she has found a new friend and has forgotten me" Hence why she has a need to come around me for being a pal.Perhaps it will help her understand whey I was so upset losing one buddy after another to other jobs and the same woman deleting me over the annoying one. Are you able to follow this? I am able to observe instead of engaging. I have always been a people watcher and observer. People , including charge nurses have always consulted me for my perspective.
As it turns out - I submitted a 5 point plan on improving our unit. My boss suggested one of these ideas without revealing where idea came from. Now they all like this idea. I have not said a word. Also a "charge" position will be granted to one of us and some of the duties were ones listed on my 5 pt plan. I have put in for it.Why do I feel dread of being rejected? It is really what got in the way in the first place of not feeling respected,being take advantage of for my extra time and efforts.your comments on any of these