I hope I'm placing this in the right section. My situation is very complicated and although I feel as though I'm making the right decision by leaving the relationship, I still have doubts.
I'm going to sum this up as quickly as I can.
I was once an exotic dancer, meet man there. Had instant chemistry, both went into this without thinking anything serious was going to amount. We feel in love, he did
something with a girl that made me angry, (only 2 months in the affair of dating) so I slept with an ex( just because), i told man, he forgave, we feel even deeper in love, we break up, I find another man again, i tell him, we move on, fall deeper in love, slept with another man (just bc, note- he was always away on work but saw him at least twice a week), i kept this one to myself, man starts having to work more, i continue to date second guy i had sex with but never had sex with him again. 2 years down the road, engaged, ( have caught him in alot of white lies thus far) turns out he h