I see that you are offline. I have read what you have written and if I were you I would contact the following Forensic Psychiatrist at Oxford University, and seek referral assistance for someone that is located near you. Follow this link to the Dept of Forensic Psychiatry :
Click on the Contact Us tab
and call them. Ask for referral assistance in the area in which you live.
If you run into difficulty, get back in touch with me and we will research further.
I wish you the best.
the oxford universiy is difficult all i need is a consultant psychitrist with military knowledge in the 90s in the south west devon area