Thank you for contacting Just Answer. It would seem to me, given your family history that you should seek out psychtherapy. Otherwise all you are doing is drugging the pain and not getting underneath to deal with your, as you put it, terrible family life. If you tell me where you live --- city and state, I'll see about helping you find someone who could help you deal with all this.
i live in brooklyn nyc.
Ok, I live in NYC and so know lots of people here. Since you are only 19 and have a terrible relationship with your family let me ask you what range you could afford. I have contact with lots of great low cost referral centres. Give me a price range and I'll give you a contact.
Low Cost Referral Service in Tri-State and all NYC boroughs. (NNN) NNN-NNNNbr /> Once you initiate contact, a consultant will return your call within 24 hours. You and the consultant will talk by phone about your particular concerns and how they might be addressed. If you prefer an initial in-person interview, that is also available. There is no charge for the initial screening, whether by phone or by an in-person interview. Within a week, you will be given the name of a psychotherapist for you to meet.
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ok well i will try the number i just want to know something is there something i can do to control this feeling until i find help