thank you and i have good insurance so i am good with that the hard thing is getting in cause the ppl who do except my insurance is so wide based that they have no openings i know i nned to get my life back on track and its really really hard i was into drugs and drinking it will be 2 yrs in janurary that i will be sober. this guy i am with calls me names too. at times i dont think i am meant to have happiness just bad luck and sadness. i was dianosed with bi-polar, ptsd, borderline personlity. i have been treated since i was 8 cause of what my dad did too me then i was raped at 18 and conceieved a baby girl name kamira i just dont know what to do. my oldest and i are talking through facebook and kamira and i was texting but she stopped. so i have nothing.
with this guy i cant even talk to any guys especially my exs who are married or in a serious relationship and most of them were high school crushes from over 10 yrs ago. so i sneak to be on facebook he is not here now this why i am writing this