I don't understand the paranormal. Have had a sleep study at RPA, to no avail. A clairyovant said to me its because I see white when I close my eyes. Like a portal. I see people in full colour and can describe them to a tea. And have had my visions confirmed. such as, talking to people in areas's that were veteran's in places that I was new too, and comfirmed the people that I saw???...I don't know what they want?? After a death in my own life I took a tablet for depression, Amytriptoline, it keeps the people away. Later found out it's an REM suppressant, and I was unknowingly self medicating. I have had this since I was a little kid. The only thing that keeps them away is the tablets and drinking. I don't want to drink anymore....so i'm giving it away, maybe I will see a few spiders on the wall......whoopee! big deal! But these senario's and people, will come to me in floret's. They keep me awake all night and then how am I supposed to function the next day. They are so tiring and I don't know what they want??. The last one I saw was a little girl with brunette hair and a big fringe, she just sits hudled there in the corner of my room. It sounds f**ked up. but i'm not crazy. I tried a meditation
method where I put all these colours in front of my mind, but it doesn't work!!
If you are a true professor of psychic's, then please tell me what to do?? I can't destroy my body anymore by trying to keep them out, its not fair on my kids, I function better when I don't see them. I abhor drugs!! Please tell me how too embrace them into my life, and to hear what they are asking, so I can help them but at the same time get some sleep and rest. I work hard to be there for my children but to be summoned by everyone else when I close my eyes!!! Well we all know what happens to candle's being burnt at both ends eventually!! Please don't refer me to a spirital church......i've seen what churches can do....no thank you!
Here's hoping you can give me some life changing advice