Well unfortunately you were manipulated by a druggie. You are not the first nor the last, You gave her a chance. You have a good soul and should be proud of it. If only there were more carers this would be a better world. But you did your best to rescue her. Feel good about it. Remember what type of people you are going to meet at a pub. This was a learning lession, but make this the last time you get hooked again. Volunteer organizations are much better places to meet people than pubs. But now focus on what you can do to make yourself feel better and whole. You were not a fool but a caring soul, don't continue this type of behavior or you will turn into fool. Best wishes, good luck, and I hope for better thngs for you
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