Hi, I am glad you are happy with the new family. Children are always a blessing!
You know, it's not necessarily outseide the realm, for you to train in another occupation. Vocational rehabilitation should assist with this per your history of stroke, and becoming unemployed as a result. They have federal funding to assist in training you in alternate jobs and in helping you find work. I would give this a shot.
I think you do have a miraculous chance at a second life. You are fully recovered, new wife and baby. Just keep moving forward in you job search and in your life. Don't quit before the miracle happens. Please let me know if you have further questions. Gina