Hi, you should seek assistance through the local ED at the hospital or through the mental health center in your area, if you are experiencing this severe of a depression. When you have thyroid problems and depression it can really feel like you are in a black hole. Your medictions may need adjustment.
You also didn't say whether you are in therapy. Many mental healh centers work on sliding scale fee.
A combination of medications and therapy can help a great deal.
Hey Leeane, can you tell me where you live and let me help you find some one to help you?