What may be really helpful is to contact your behavioral health insurance company and ask to speak to a clinician such as a therapist or a nurse who can assist in finding you an appointment. Let them know if you had been on any medications or if you are currently on any and that you feel that your depression had come back.
Unfortunately mind reading is not what I do
(some people in the same situation as yours had not know to call their insurance for assistance. I speak to those daily) I am opting out to give another person a chance to assist you.