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There is nothing wrong with you. What you are feeling is transferance. You have been so open and honest and have relied on your psychiatrist to help you through your darkest and most personal times. She is always there for your and you do not have to be supportive of her in return of her support like you would a best friend. It is a one way relationship. You may see in her what you want to see in yourself. I would discuss your feelings with her so that she can help you work through them. As long as she is being ethical and professional in her dealings with you then the feelings you have can prove to be used in a very theraputic way.