I feel no emotions except for the extremes of them. I am detached and fake it most of the time. I also have no love life in the slightest because I can not conect with people on a deep level. I think maybe this stems from the fact that from the time I was about sixteen I was expected to be the strong on that allways took care of things. Expressing what I felt was neither wanted or really allowed. After a few years, the emotions just seemed to go away.
I do not feel suicidal in the slightest, or have really ever even though about it.
I also feel sick to my stomach a lot, as though every feeling I really have is trying to force it's way out. I just can't seem to let it.