Day 5 is the bad one for the emotions...sorry! People are usually just exhausted at day 6, and then you recover enough to not feel so great on day 7, and then....you'll see the sun start to rise. You'll feel sparkles of yourself rising up inside of you...you'll start to feel human.
In the Rooms is something you can do right now and get support. (and distraction!!)
and then to find an NA meeting, check out:
There is nothing like being in a room of people who know EXACTLY what you're feeling, and it's so wonderful to be known and not judged. There is a funny/not so funny saying in NA..."An addict alone is in bad company".
Most addicts are happy, sensitive and creative people. Removing the veil of addiction brings all that back to the front in no time. You can do this and have your very own life back in a short amount of time. Just keep at it. Drop the shame and get free. You're worth it!
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