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Can you please elaborate on what kind of paranoid thoughts are you suffering from, one or two examples will be appreciated .?
Well, the paranoid thoughts that you are currently suffering from are actually Delusions of diferent types , and occurrence of these delusions / paranod ideas or thoughts have no relation with the use of Zipsin ( Mirtazapine ) , which is an anti depressant .
I am mentioning below a link which will throw more light on the side effect of mirtazapine ( zispin ) , in which paranoid ideas and delusions such as those experienced by you are not there.
The fact that , you are suffering from such delusions , despite being on a high dose of Antipsychotic drug such as seroquel and mood stabilizer - depakote , indicates quite blatantly towards two conclusions -- 1) Presence of a delusion / paranoid ideation is suggestive of a Schizophrenia diagnosis , and since you have been diagnosed already with bipolar disorder , so you may actually be having a mixed state that is Schizoaffective disorder , instead of bipolar disorder. 2) your current crop of drugs such as seroquel and depakote , boh of which are being given at high doses , have become ineffective in controlling your present state of paranoid ideas / delusions / auditory hallucinations , as your body must have developed resistance against these drugs , which is quite often seen.
The folowing are the delusions and hallucinations which you are harboring and which are suggestive of a scizophrenia diagnosis--
Delusion of control -- ( you mention a force trying to take control over you )
Delusion of persecution --( your mother wanting to inflict harm upon you )
Auditory hallucinations ( hearing non existent noises)
Such kind of delusions , auditory halluinations , and paranoid ideation are clubbed together as Frank psychotic symptoms , which are the hallmark feature of a schizophrenia ,or schizoaffetive disorder ( schizophrenia plus bipolar disorder / mood disorder )
I am mentioning below a few links which wil throw more light on Schizoaffective disorder, Schizophrenia , the various delusions that you are having .
So, since your symptoms as of now are suggestive more of Schizoaffective disorder , although the treatment of this particular condition is same as what you have been placed upon currently , that is a combination of antipsychtic , anti depressant and mood stabilizer , but since your present crop of drugs have become ineffective , as a result of which your paranoia and delusions have become predominant , so in order to control this i suggest you two things.
1) Get yourself re- evaluated by your psychiatrist , mention about this dicussion and the presence of delusions of control , persecution, auditory hallucination, etc , i am quite sure that your psychiatrist will appreciate this diagnosis shift from bipolar disorder to Schizoaffective disorder , however , the treatment regime remains the same, altough new drugs need to be switched over to , as current drugs have become ineffective.
2) Get started on new drugs such as 1) anti psychotic such as Clozapine or Risperidone , 2) mood stabilizer such as Valproate or Carbamazepine , 3) You shall continue on zispin as an anti depressant, and no , it is not causing these paranoid ideation, it is the underlying psychiatry morbidity namely Scizoaffective disorder that is causing it.
So, i suggest you consult your psychiatrist as soon as possible and discuss what i have mentioned here .
I wish you best of health and rapid recovery to sound help.
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