i never spoke to any psychologist / psychatrist about this, but thisw is what i did
one day in august 2007;
and it was the first and the last time this hapen;
I had a cat a very nice cat, then one day i strted to get violent with her, beating her up for no reason, then one day i got really crazy beating her up, and i trought her by the window from the 6th floor, i went to pick her up and she was injured of course, insead of taking her to see a vet, i started mastubated on her, then i took her and left her at a door of a vet, i had this cat for one year;and of course i never see the cat again.
an i really like her.
to this day i never forgot this story, and i pretty much think about this poor cat everyday, i even pray, because i think this was terible, and i still do not know why i did this;
i did a therapie for anger management, and i am much better now but i cannot forget my self for doing this...what can i do now to move on...??