Thanks for writing.
I am so aorry you are going through such a hard time right now.
What's I'd suggest is to call the doctor who prescribed the medications and tell them about your symptoms of dizziness and shakiness and your increase in paranoid thoughts-- these are side-effects of the medication and CAN be controlled by either increasing the medication or adding another medication to make them go away.
Please call your doctor right away and tell them what you're feeling-- there is a solution with the medicine you're taking which won't take long to fix.
Let me know how it goes.... okay?