I have a problem and really freaking out. Please help.I went to Massage center on May 7th. I got body massage and at the end she offered a hand job(My first visit to massage center). I said ok and she did without condom. I asked her to put condom but she said they don’t use condom for hand jobs. I am a stupid at that time and agreed.
After that, she brought a warm towel to wipe out. During hand jo, I was playing with her boobs for all most 10 minutes. After that I cleaned wit water and went home. I was thinking what I did and started worrying about this incident. Neither I can go to work nor sleep. I lost my appetite and lost 4 pounds. I went to google and spent hours researching my issue. I red everywhere that hand job is safe and no risk for HIV or STD’s. I decided to ask a doctor and hence posting this.1. Any risk for HIV or STD’s so far based on what I described above
2. I used a warm towel. Any risk with that towel in case same towel used by a HIV person before
3. I did not check her hands for cuts or blood. What if she has fluids(HIV or Vaginal or some sperm . She did touch my urethra during hand job
4. I was playing with her boobs and used same hands(did not clean first) to wash my penis. Any risk there from my hand since I played with her boobs.
Muscle pains, joint discomfort mostly. I have spondylitis and had a neck pain(right hand side) before massage. Now it came on left side neck is so stiff. Right side pain slowly came to right hand side breast(no pain if I take pain medication) and nipple so always very tendered. No fever, rash(although feeling little hard surface inside the mouth) or other symptoms. I think once in a while I am feeling abdominal discomfort.I am checking every hour temperature, rash and other symptoms and going crazy with this anxiety. I also have a anxiety problem in the past. I do take my blood pressure
medication.I went on 11th day for STD and RAPID test and eagerly waiting for the result. This wait is really killing me.Doctor- Please help and asses my exposure and answer these questions. I also going to see a psychologist in 2 days.
Thank you for your attention