I think them because I can not control my thoughts and my energy level is very low. I hear voices, I have hallusinations, the tv tries to send me signals, I feel everyone can read my thoughts. I feel that through the frustration I can loose my temper and explode. I swear in my thoughts to people since a couple of days and it is really embaraccying. But completly unlike me I love people and I am a good person. I have just changed job and I think the stress with it can be envolved. I have had a depression for two years. I take olanzapine, progablin, mirtazapine. My diagnose is mainly depression. No drugs or alcohol.