delete it if you get back after tomorrow, i'll go on vacation.
basically. If deep empathy is a fact and i need treatment for it, is it possible? also as asperger, i want a relationship, what would be a good one? an emotional one but with humor or a empatizing person with capabilities in other areas? if structure is a problem i need someone with a jobtime who is a bit out of structure i guess. right now i feel once i watch tv, or talk to people or if someone is sick, like puking etc.. I guess pain. also i had a bad thing happening in a dream(i think we shot eachother or something) when a friend drown in the river.
know all this. the only problem is that i cannot deal with 20 sick people beside my apartment, and massive stress, without someone to load it with me heh, i'm addicted to love:) i'm feeling too much and i want a life where someone gives me common interests. i'm too hypo to deal with sick people all the time(relaxed people), i guess i'm ok if i only had 1 person to live with that has empathy. or i don't get a life i want heh, i cannot start things myself when i'm this way. massive stress every day cause i go around with wind in my head and body going nuts.
heh my head is also full of 4 different topics to deal with this, 3 years daily. heh right now it's plain dealing with being alone without starting action, and get a life i don't wXXXXX XXXXXve on my own heh. so you say that cloths might take away the pain?
this might help. but if i want to be with people and dont' have social interaction with anyone, what to do. i want someone to fit me heh. actually this was mostly about having a sensible person to have a chat i guess. but thanks for the advice, it helps a lil. heh dont' really wanna be alone or with my mom. it's all about a common interest.
is this US people or all over? i rather find someone someone knows heh. my action stuff is a bit wierd from my anxiety/stress as welll. but you say that all this is going to go away? i cannot structure myself to do something with cognitive therapy so the meditation is getting to me. i'm about to break down heh. it seem like ptsd or emotional trauma kinda. i'm on the other side of the feeling sied. do you think that a emotional person can go through life without receiveing what they need in a relationship? with a person that they cannot feel joy with? suppose i should talk to him and work things out.