exactly. i want someone to take care of the rest so i can focus on it, and not talk to me, but let me speak when there is an issue, cause otherwise they just add to my frustration. but like my bf he speaks of things i'm not even focusing on, and call up things i know i cannot do much about but is aware, and this is frustrating listen to when i'm on another page. it's the same if someone is chatting all the time and i cnanot chat on my own and it fills my head. it's the same when i do stuff i'm not able to feel good about, and make me frustrated on top of the emotions i have in my head. so i'll try and communicate clearly so they egt it, and then they will give me what i need, and just make me relax. my reaction is acuse they add to the frustration, and sometimes when i ask for things they don't help, and this is making my anger grow. if people make me fel guilty and don't give me forgiveness i get agitated, when they suppose to be able to listen to me and make me feel good, rather than make my head filled up by things i'm wrapped up about and cannot do much with and noone is trying to help me sort it. i'm pretty much reacting to any emotions they give me that add to the frustration.
if this is what is wrong and i'm not sure what of them, how would you do it to get it out mentally?
personal expression, creativity, addiction, criticism, faith, decision making (choices), will, lack of authority
i'm pretty sure my authority is back on track, my will dunno, decision making is fairly good, faith is up and down, criticism is adding to my frustration, or the faith in myself is backing down if people just keep adding to frustration, addiction is still there, creativity not there, personal expresion is pretty much there, but guess it wasn't the other day
i just made this letter today.
he matter is that I am aware of the subconscious but I have not gotten it out quite yet, so I
getting more and more trouble the more I do, everything is filled in the head. Therefore, I forget everything that should be done, and do not get things done, because the head is constantly full of difficult things from childhood or present.
If people talk to me, and all the worse, and the head is filled with things.
so now I have been in constant trance for several months and it takes everything out of me. Therefore, I get very little done and can not speak too much, if I am not aware exactly what is wrong with me.
what gives me pause is music or positivity, and that I find out what is wrong with me, do very well. I kind of reprogrammed the past because I've had so many difficult things that I have interacted with. I feel I have something to talk about but I have no conversation with the ball. therefore I keep it to myself, and try to avoid chores, to be completed as quickly as possible with it, and I'd rather deal with it here during the day and not get anything at night because it makes me terrified to get it at night, and to get it out or when I have a strong feeling that the day is horrible for me, and then it is not good to say ka I do. Therefore, it is important to get someone to talk to about things so I sitetr all day with feelings in the head, and must deal with everything yourself.
forgot to say that if I had a way to find out what sense it is so I can focus on it and do something about it at once, and I have to somehow take the therapy while I get everything organized, and some are with and looking after problem as I find out what is wrong.
what i've been working the past days on top of it is
Physical Location - center of the forehead
Purposes - action of ideas, insight, mind development
Spiritual Lesson - understanding, reality check point, detachment, open mind
Physical dysfunctions associated with brow chakra - lbrain tumors, strokes, blindness, deafness, seizures, learning disabilities, spinal dysfunctions, panic, depression
Mental/Emotional Issues - fear of truth, discipline, judgement, evaluation, emotional intelligence, concept of reality, confusion
Information stored in brow chakra - seeing clear picture (symbolic or literal), wisdom, intuition, mental facilities, intellect.