Thank you - yes. I would be very happy if you could examine carefully and provide an educated reply for me. It would be very helpful.
Following a general anaesthetic using Propofol required for surgery on one of my shoulders, I developed very strange and out of character behaviour as though I was psychotic. But I wasn't.
I was living in the country then and was transferred from one hospital to another and to another until eventually I reached the capital city Adelaide where I was further transferred to one private hospital and then to a second. It was while I was at this second hospital, still behaving most out of character, that I reached the decision that the problem of how I felt and behaved was organic in origin.
So I arranged to have myself transferred to the leading general hospital here, the Royal Adelaide Hospital, and my doctor (private) applied pressure to the public doctors whose care I was now under, insisting that an MRI of my brain be carried out asap. I remember this and it was taken at about 10.30pm of the day that I transferred myself. I remained quite deranged (and was aware that I was) as an in patient at the RAH. I asked and asked the doctors in charge please would they tell me the results of the MRI scan but they refused. And that was the situation for some weeks. Whenever I asked what the MRI scan showed, I was just brushed off by the staff, being told that something happened during the anaesthetic, or the anaesthetic caused my state of mind. I never ascertained in all the weeks I had to stay at that hospital what the scan showed. Eventually I was released and allowed to go back to my home in the country by this time being no longer psychotic. But I knew that my brain was far from 100% from working normally. So I sent away all over the world, spending a lot of money, for software and books that might help my brain mend itself. It took many months but finally I attained what for me might be called 'normal' functioning of my brain. Once I was getting close to that situation, after pestering him for months my private doctor under whose care I was again began to provide me with academic articles to read which all seemed to point in the same direction, that it was the Propofol anaesthetic that was the most likely cause of my apparent psychosis. Worse still, I was eventually allowed to view the scans taken by the MRI and it was plain to see that there considerable sections of my brain that were no longer there, and also that of what was left undamaged showed, in places, evidence of shrinkage. So finally the diagnosis as to what had happened was related to me - that I had suffered catastrophic brain injury. So what I was hoping you could investigate further for me is whether you have any evidence of Propofol causing such damage? I would be most grateful for any information you could provide to help me get to the bottom, scientifically, of this frightful experience. It is now more than three years since that operation. I was fortunate that I was one of those patients whose brain could 'change itself' as per the famous book. At first glance even with the last scan taken last year, my brain looks as though it was subjected to hypoxia. However, my private doctor is still of the opinion that it was more likely the Propofol that caused all the damage. I have made numerous approaches to the Anaesthetist who carried out the anaesthetic, by letter from me, in person I visited him when he agreed to provide a report but never did, and all letters from other experts sent to this Anaesthetist have been ignored. Naturally, his behaviour leads to some degree of suspicion but I am yet able to find the proof. I think that covers the essence of this most appalling experience for me. So I look forward to your considered reply - no rush - accuracy instead. Kind regards,