I'm a Nurse who has worked labor and delivery in Albuquerque. So I know a lot of the docs here.
You CANNOT have the baby at home. If you love your kids then don't put them in a situation where they might have to loose you.
There is only one doctor that might help you that I know of.
Dr. Joel Teicher at Lovelace(NNN) NNN-NNNN/p>
Hope this helps.