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For the two mentioned Gmail addresses, as far as you remember, did you associate them with any of other information of you such as your mobile phone number, another working email address, secure questions or birthday day etc?
Oh you dont want to pay....but you came to a PAY for answers website???
IM sorry, but this is a PAY for Answers/Help type of website.....if you dont want to pay....then you are on the wrong website.....unfortunately.
We as Experts dont work for free......and im sure you dont work for free either.
So....if you feel you dont NEED to pay, or dont WANT to pay.....might i suggest some Gmal User Forums, that you can search for free.