Hi, welcome and thank you for your question. My name is ***** ***** I am glad to assist you today.
I am very sorry about the issues. There is no way to recover your Hotmail account if you cannot remember the email address that you are trying to recover. But let me help you with this. When was the last time that you were able to access that problem Hotmail account? Like few days ago? Few months ago?
How did you access your email account -- using a web browser like Chrome or Internet Explorer? Or are you using an email program like MS Outlook?
Please let me know by replying to me here so that I can help you further.