I would like to offer my help since dream symbolist has been busy. You do not have to accept my answer and may wait for her response if you prefer.
Are you finding great joy in your life from these men? Since the one man was a rapper, do you enjoy his music? With the man you are dating, do you find joy in this man? Laughter is showing a sign of joy, but it can also be showing something that is not being taken seriously.