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Do you have access to, or does someone you know have access to an email account similar to this?
My apologies for the delay.
The email taht gmail sees in system as your alternate email, starts with edw ********* and ends with @gmail.com
The stars are blanked out letters..
Do you have or have you ever had a gmail address that starts with edw ?